However, the sciatica is very, very bad again today (not to the point that I'm screaming in pain, though I know I've moaned a few times when the movement is just bad), and so I'm going to try and get through the day...somehow. If I manage to do a bit of stuff, so much the better.
I've gotten to the point where I hate my body for its weakness, and I'm hesitant to take the pms-hydromorphone, as I don't like the way my body reacts to it when I take it. Lose-lose situation.
Feeling pretty sorry for myself at the moment.